blood & time

PSA: This is gross. You don't need to read this, but I needed to write it.  I stood up in the middle of the night once and tried to get to the bathroom in time. I didn’t. Gore ran down both my legs, dripped on the carpet, got on the bathroom floor and toilet. It…Read more blood & time

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hell is boredom (the anti-sorge)

It’s the moments nobody sees that are unbearable. It’s the hours spent doing nothing, feeling nothing; the hours you can’t tell anyone about or share with anyone because what’s to share? I once laid on my bed for four hours and didn’t move. I felt nothing but boredom, blinding, blackening, deafening boredom. Boredom that said:…Read more hell is boredom (the anti-sorge)